I panicked today. A bit of a crisis after we talked. Maybe a lot of a crisis. I’m probably still in crisis. The idea of not talking to you daily terrifies me. Not knowing how you are doing racks me with anxiety. First I bought a domain to turn into an open blog you can check. I have it for a year now and may still build that out as a secondary place for you to see my thoughts about you. Apparently you can’t publicly post for three weeks here. I emailed to see if I buy the premium version if that shortens the window. I really did panic. I don’t want to message you out of fear of causing any problems for you.
A thought a I wrote down and didn’t get to share with you yet.
I love you completely and thoroughly. You may think that I don’t know enough about your perceived flaws and inadequacies to love you that way. To which I say, please tell me more so that I’ll have more to love.

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