A day since you’ve spoken to me
Two since you dumped this on me
I still don’t understand
Was it the money
Is that why you never said anything?
Or do you really just not fucking care
Both are painful options
Both tell me you’re not who I thought you were
Both don’t change the heartbreak
If you had spoken with me
Had the tough conversations when they should have been had
It would have been painful, sure
But I love you, I still do, and I wanted you in my life
Do you think it would have changed my willingness to help?
So you string me along until you don’t need my backup…
Actually both show you don’t care
Both show you never believed my heart
Both show I was shit to you
Seven years of shit to you
Seven years of my love stolen by you
I wonder if you ever laughed to yourself about the cruel joke you were playing
About all the faith I put in you
All the chances
All the forgiveness
I still love you
But now I hate you too
I’ve never hated anyone
I’ll never forgive you
It’s not because I don’t want to
It’s simply because you will never speak to me and ask for that forgiveness
I could only forgive you if I knew you wanted it
But you don’t care and never will
Maybe you never did
I’ll never understand
Because you’ll never explain
Even if you did actually care to try
Instead I will just question myself
Knowing there was nothing I could have done
But there is no one else to ask
The other side of the line is empty
Vacated
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