HERE IS MY CRY INTO THE AIR ON THIS DAY. *Do you hear my voice? Am I clear? The ‘delivered’ and no reply message was clear.. along with the other few that never received a response.
I miss you..
Maybe I don’t deserve a response??? but damn I miss you.
It’s hard to come to terms with you disappearing, but still active. Actively showing others love and actively scrolling past any time I’ve reached out. Some thing I haven’t really come to terms with yet. I still call you my best friend and share all of these memories about you. But when I tell others about you, I don’t actually know how you are doing but I know they would love you. I see you out and happy. Maybe you’re finally getting the friendship you deserve. Finally the love you deserve.. I know I haven’t always been the best friend. Maybe I was always occupied in my world that I didn’t know what was going on in yours. I always tried to know, wanted to be there - tried to be there, but you always took it upon yourself to be good for yourself. In that, I didn’t make the cut. Maybe I’m the one thing you cut. I struggle with balancing the extensions of me. I get so twisted up, I don’t even think I could see. I couldn’t see that you didn’t need me. Damn, I really miss you. I wish you would’ve said something. Anything to just let me know - that was it. I’m sorry it even got there. I know life goes on, but I thought you’d show up here too. I don’t know now. Happy birthday, girl. I got the message. I’ll always have love and am always rooting for you. May God continue to bless you.
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