I am a giant! in Clarity!

This passed week has been a reflective period for me. I realized that I need to stop waiting for people to see my value. I made a decision that could affect a lot of things. I applied for the job! It was sick coming to this decision but as I grow in this business and I become more knowledgeable, it should be reflected as a financial gain. I found that I have value and I bring a lot to the table. Which the job I applied for saw! I have scheduled a formal interview. I am noticing changes in my current job and lead me to believe more opportunities are to come. I am just worried I will make the wrong decision and regret it. Just like that I feel like a giant facing the same 3ft thick 10ft tall wall, but this time I have a chance to kick that bitch down! Its just a matter of is the wall maybe starting to come down on its own and I am rushing for no reason or just say fuck it.