I'm going to have to have a conversation with my husband that will make me very emotional.
We have not been able to have intercourse for quite a few weeks because I was cramping longer than "normal" afterwards. In fact, I cannot even orgasm solo because of this issue. Now I'm informed by the doctor 100% no sex, orgasms or insertion of anything inside of me....
Well when we first made the choice to stop having sex, it turned into me giving him a lot of blow jobs. I enjoy doing it, he loves getting them...it was good. Lately he's been almost avoiding them, I think because he feels guilty for not being able to sexually pleasure me.
I feel rejected, unloved, fat and alone because of this. He cuddles less because that leads to sexual things with us. In fact, we always went to bed at the same time or close to the same time and now he often comes to bed after I'm asleep (he's staying up later).
I'm insanely emotional this pregnancy but it has been worse since I began contracting, since we limited sex and now even words since I'm on bed rest.
Ugh....I'm going to talk to him.
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