Peak in Clarity!

As I take the day to reflect back on myself. I realize I was an all over the place child. Fights, hatred, popularity, cool kid, and loner. The more I think about who I was, the more I realize that is exactly who I am. Im not one but ALL! I am a fighter because I have a story that I refuse to let me drown in. I was hated and I hated but hate is not always a bad thing it also brings out the honesty in people. Popularity, because I was surounded by friends even, if they were temporary, they taught me things that I will never forget. Cool kid because I knew exactly who I wanted to be around and I didnt take anything less than what I deserve. And the most important …A LONER, this was the time in my life I learned to listened, I learned to be observant, I learned to do things on my own and for me, and especially give NO FUCKS! This was the time I was not surrounded by the attention that I learned to be just ME. Know that I have found a balance I realize that the universe, as I thought back when I was a teen, was not against me. On the contrary it was preparing me. So what many still think was the worst time of their life. I know see as a real lesson!