Leaky Faucet in Clarity!

Well much unlike my brain the last few days I have been clearing my mind and thoughts onto the world. Which has made me feeling and being more zen. I feel like im actually at peace. I have the crazy tendency of balling everything in and then exploding in a bitchy level explotion that would send anyone running toward an active volcano aka what I like to call the crazy gene. With this new found peace I am honestly waiting for the ball to drop. It almost seems to good to be true and with my history…it totally is! It is crazy how much we worry about things that have not happen yet, but Like a leaky faucet… ignored and hiding the damage. I find myself tighting all my loose ends and slowly but surely hoping something else doesnt burst. Happiness does not come easy. This new found release has really greased all my bolts so that I can continue to vent regarding my very boring life adventures in the next chapter I like to call “what will happen next?” or maybe “the shoe drop”. We will see!