Nobody could make me feel okay
In this very moment I just want to run
Away from everything that is around me
And get rid of everything that belongs to me
I just want it to be over
And not feel like that
And I dont know what helps
It takes away my voice and my body feels wrong
And I could not even cry
And there’s no one I can turn to
But even if it would only make things worse
What is that
Maybe its just okay
Everything is okay
I have people who love me
Everything is just always too much
Everything is too much
I just want to stay in my bed
Is it actually normal to feel like that and what is it that makes me feel that way
I try to describe how I feel
I would like to be somewhere else somewhere I can not even imagine
And I feel uncomfortable with everything I own
My bed is a place where I don’t feel that at least and my room also is a bit of a safe space
But in this moment nothing makes any sense and I dont want to continue anything of what I am doing and my motivated self is so absurd to me
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