today has been an angry sort of day. I’m having a hard time keeping my calm today. Some of it is just winter. It’s daylight out, but gray and dreary and overcast, and I just want to see the sun and be warm.
I”m tired of being cold and tired. I don’t feel well, nothing in particular, just a generalized feeling of unwellness but there’s no one for me to tell. If I tell my husband he brushes it off as me faking everything. I still haven’t figured out how I”m faking my high blood pressure.
I don’t want to be the person who ruins everyone else’s day when I’m having a bad day, I’m trying so hard to keep myself under control, to not let my all this anger explode out of me like it wants too.
Played Skyrim for a while, killing dragons and bandits always helps a little bit. I do feel a little bit better after calling bandits and random other NPC’s “skeever holes”. That is the best insult of all time, at least in my own opinion. So I guess on that note, I’ll end this and make my spaghetti that I’ve been craving for two days now.
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