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Fine, not listening, wanna sleep.
I kinda started the day down today. I hate waking up early and I’m starting to hate training or at least I hated training today, so getting up early to train feels awful, yet ill do it 2 more days in a row and I don’t want to.
Only 3 things happened today.
I finished alice in borderland and I don’t know if I liked the ending or not, still gotta process it.
B called me in the afternoon, he was with some other people from class hanging out in the beach. They wanted me to read their hands and sent me photos so I spent a good half an hour doing that even tho I had no idea of how to. This motivated me into learning more.
B invited me to his birthday the 13th. I said I was most prolly gonna go but now a part of me does not want to go because a lotta people from class are gong and they are not like me at all. It might be just the social anxiety or it might be that in losing interest in B (I wrote yesterday about how I had a gut feeling he and the class people might not be so good and cool). I’ll most likely end up going anyway but I just don’t feel so sociable today.
This still feel therapeutic and useful. Writing might be productive and I’m not thinking bout stopng this soon.
p1:06
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