1st entry woo hoo in rambling stuff?

I’m pretty busy with college, but I’ll try writing in here when I can. I’ve been keeping a regular paper diary too, which might get more attention. I’m not sure. Maybe that’ll become my vent collection or something - I don’t want to post anything real horrible or TMI here.
I actually originally was going to sign up for another site I found, but it cost money. On that site I found the account of an old man living in a nursing home, a situation far different from mine, and I found it fascinating. I’ve always wished I could see into everyone’s lives - sometimes I get this image of a kind of rapture, except there’s no trumpets or sorting of people into good vs evil, every person on earth just melts completely and merges into each other and then solidifies like candle, a unified wax ball floating in space - it’s enchanting. Maybe that’s some sort of bizarre morbid wishful thinking on my part? Never been the best at connecting with people. I think everyone is interesting though. That’s why I’m thinking of majoring in sociology and anthropology (I’m a freshman), and want to be an archivist. Speaking of school, I’m procrastinating on an essay right now. I’ll write more later (winter break is coming up!) and read other entries. farewell - chuck