28/10/22 22:58 in Myself

Revised: 10/28/2022 9:09 p.m.

  • Oct. 28, 2022, 5 a.m.
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Status: Physically slightly tired, decently low headaches, listening to k3am.

Today was that math thing, it was Hella fun like not the actual exam but B and I won and the whole group (16 people from class) was like screaming and everything. I was very happy this morning.

What I mean is I feel I become happier when in a group of people and class this year is just great. Will I become more of a softboy than a femcel Lainpilled sp5? Yes, I already think I’m more of a softboy than last week.
Does it matter, I don’t think it does, I’m still myself and this written proof just further keeps me knowing my everyday self.

Training was normal today, not good since I did it all by myself, but it wasn’t to hard just kind of boring.

Tomorrow is the exp at G and I’m pretty excited do I believe my relationship with the 3s is getting colder since we are in different schools. We still are bfs, but less, I have the premonition we will almost stop seeing each other in like 1 or 2 years but I hope I’m wrong.

Fun fact: It took me like 14h to go from having an existential crisis to winning at a math contest. That’s really who I am and Im not planning to change.

Hates today:

I felt really bad because I got some questions wrong, just the usual blame for not being perfect when the problems were just a piece of cake

I think S triggers me, I didn’t see him since he didn’t come to the math thing, but I saw a photo of him in class and, yeah, avarice and jealousy.

Overall, I was happy today. And I believe I can keep going.

23:07


Last updated October 28, 2022


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