I came here wanting to write, talk about something, but now suddenly it doesn't seem that important that I get it out. I feel alone..but it's not heavy. I'm thankful. I'm surrounded by love, except the kind I crave. I am used to it. I hope it changes soon. I'm tired of all this fake shit. I'm ready for something real to work on. Job is surprisingly going well. I feel very appreciated, which is a super nice change. <3 I feel like going for a walk, but I am conflictingly really lazy. we will see what happens. I am tired, but I am alive. I wish I were camping, or on a boat floating on the ocean. Been having some dreams lately, mostly about one person, which drives me absolutely fucking nuts. but guess who I ran into today..lol life's funny circumstances. I love the way he looks when he's looking at me. There were no butterflies, but my body betrayed me and caught flame... I wish. Something new is on the horizon, I don't really have any info yet, until I go check it out, but i'm hoping it will connect me with people who are like me, in their spirituality. I hope it will bring many positive influences to my life :) we shall see.
I'm finally watching the x-men movie after much procrastination. one down so far and half of two because I fell asleep, super baked. Damn safety meetings.
Daydreamer With eyes that make you melt He lends his coat for shelter Plus he's there for you When he shouldn't be But he stays all the same Waits for you Then sees you through -- Adele
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