So after a break was initiated between my (ex?)boyfriend and I, I decided to dabble in tarot again as it always finds its way back to me in my time of need and actual turmoil.
The Spread I Used
My Cards
My Interpretation
The World represents myself right now because I’m looking at patterns and cycles that constantly happen in my life. Maybe now is the time for me to figure out how to stop these cycles from occurring again. This is kind of a pinnacle moment of are you going to continue these cycles and never learn or learn at a later point in your life or are you going to stop these right now.
The cycles occurring that I’m referring to are my codependency issues, mother wounds, jealousy, and overall wanting others to take care of me rather than taking care of myself.
3 of Swords is obviously referring to me and [boyfriend]. The reason i’m going through this The World moment and feel this way is because of the heartbreak between myself and [boyfriend]. This is what pushed it.
4 of Swords Reversed refers to how I’m ignoring a lot of things right now. I’m ignoring my health i’m ignoring going out and actually taking action and doing things that I would enjoy doing but i’m also not giving my time proper rest. Rotting is not proper rest.
I literally just have to embrace this Tower moment I literally have to live with it. Sit with it and let it overcome me. I have to accept the changes in my life and this rebuilding of a new foundation/structure
… and finally I think 7 of Pentacles Reversed is kind of saying that i’m going to start culminating these fruitions rather than looking at what I have I have to start gathering what i want.
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