just looked at pictures from the past 6 years of my life…so many memories, but so many losses. Looking at those pictures made me realize I am no longer friends or keep in close contact with any of those people. Sure, moving to another city may be the reason now, but even a year before I moved it was quite similar. I even pushed away my closest friends because I did not want to be hurt again. Attachment is an awful thing, especially one-sided ones, which feels like every relationship that I have with people other than my family.
I could shift blame to those people or circumstances, but ultimately I think it’s because I have too many internal demons or past trauma. Hopefully this year I can figure it out or won’t have to ya know…
Here’s to the demons that constantly keep us up at night.
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