Mary Jane in Unnoticed Addiction

I just recently turned 27 and ive noticed for the past 7 years of my life ive been smoking tons of weed not only because of those around me smoking but it seems like it has become dependable on a day to day basis. Growing up ive always been around weed smokers go figure, i also told myself at a young age i wouldnt get into it but yah know.. life happens. It started as a weekend thing with friends to needing it just to function or to have a decent day because as we get older life can get tough and we look on things to make it easier a sad as it sounds. Smoking at first was pretty dope i mean whats better then taking a hit , getting the munchies and laughing your ass off at the little things? I would spend endless nights smoking with friends and just vibing out which i seen as a very positive thing for me but i was in for a wake up call. I started to develop anxiety and not just the normal anxiety either, i was getting anxious to the point sometimes i couldnt control my body and the shaking started. Im not the brightest crayon in the box but i knew something wasnt right, however like a dumb teenager i ignored it and just kept smoking thinking it would take the anxiety away but boy was i wrong. As years passed i was still smoking and thought nothing of it, at this point im out of highschool and starting my career. What seemed to be a normal day tuned into me being rushed to the hospital, my body went into shock when i couldnt breath which caused me to hyperventilate. My arms locked up like a seizure and thats all i can really remember about that day as crazy as it sounds. I ended up at the hospital and after many hours i was told my lungs were is very bad shape and if i kept going i would have to be on a breathing machine. Im in no way saying mary jane is bad cuz if you smoke then by all means enjoy it homie, im just letting people know my story and how weed became a bad addiction of mine. It was a big wake up call and showed me life is short so take care of your body people, GOD BLESS