Missing myself in Why i feel my life is a drama‼️‼️

Iam missing my old version…Iam missing my smile…Iam missing the childish character in me…Iam missing the part of myself where I never ever overthinking about anything…Iam missing myself....I want to bring it back…I want to be childish…I want to smile…I want to be happy…I want to get rid of my tears....I don’t want to cry by overthinking…I don’t want to do that....Yes I want to smile....Iam missing my old version....