Mood stabilizer in Beans

On the edge of a tall hill i stood
Before me was nature under broad daylight
I like to think its beautiful but it is just not
Still on the edge of a tall hill i stood
Where i stood there was no normal to feel
I would have jumped to feel a little thrill
For where i stood there was none
And the bleakness of it did and does me harm
Then i looked with my heart and and not my mind
It seems you had the sky in your eyes
The green, the view so idyllic
Your hair, hung immaculate
Again i looked this time with my mind not my heart
There the dark seemed to depart
Moments like such are so few
I saw a cure for my sickness in you