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The worse timing ever! in ...not all who wander are lost..

  • May 31, 2014, 5 a.m.
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It was an ordinary morning. Drop hubby off at work and come home. I just got started on my normal Friday routine when I get a txt. "Come get me right now" I looked at the clock - it was 938am. I thought maybe he was sick - he's not been feeling well the past few days with bad migraines. I txt back "Right now?" He immediately txt back "Yes right now. I just got fired."

Ive not had a panic attack in about 6 months. I had one today. Thank God for free international calling on Google Voice. I called my person from back home and panicked to her without crashing the car. I did miss the street to turn down but nothing that a quick re-route down a couple of back streets didn't fix.

Fired. Let go from that company because productivity for him was down - but did not accept the fact that all the jobs he was previously doing he gave to a person with less seniority. Business is slowing down. Had to make a business decision. You are my highest paid employee. Well - doesn't that just make you feel all warm and fuzzy. No! No it does not! Hubby was one of two people who are NOT family in this business. If i were the 'new' girl I'd be watching my back.

And this comes as we're gearing up for our marriage celebration/reception. It also comes right before we have some very costly official things that need to get done. Physician appointments are never cheap :( At this point I don't know if this one act will have me sent back home or if i will be allowed to stay with my husband whom I love dearly.

I cried today. I offered to go. I got told - with absolutely no hesitation - no you are not going anywhere. You belong to me; we belong to each other. I'll make this work try not to worry. I'll still worry. I'll worry until I get proof that all will be just fine.


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