Am i too late in Life

I graduated in 2011 and i didn’t do much. I was a kid still. Legally an adult but mentally a kid. Just not mature. Im not much now but im better than before. I just hope i can continue being better. 2012 could have been the start of something new but it just wasn’t. I had to fall between the years and now. I think i have more falling to do though but this time i want to take the risk. Im fucking scared. Their are times where i do want to kill myself but i know thats not the answer (in regards to my depression and sucidal thoughts. That will be another entry) Im not going to do that because i do want to live. I want to experience everything i can. I just hope im not ten years too late.