How do you get to me so badly? How do I get over that?
You push me away. You're mean to me. You ignore me. Yet, here we are. We're still doing this. I know you care...
Ugh. You make me feel so stupid. Stupid for loving you. Stupid for caring. But then you go about being you. Pulling me back in with just a look, a touch, your smile, your sweet, thoughtful words (when you want to be)... I know things aren't prefect, but I'll always try. I'm not ready to give up on us.
But I know I should :/
I still believe that someday someone will come along, and they'll love me with everything they have.. For all that I am. They won't try changing me, couldn't imagine being mean and spiteful, and they will love to just exist with me..
Meh I hate being sad. Life really is looking up for me! My love life sucks though :/
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