12/21/2021 in Starting over I guess

Be kind of short today or at least for now. Have a lot of ground to cover work wise. Colton is going with Carey and her family to some Christmas carnival fair festival thing. He’s functioning somewhat so maybe getting out with Carey will help. He said breakfast wasn’t as bad so I’m getting better. Colton showered and cleaned and not sure what smelly stuff he used, but you can smell it. He is all cowboyed up, it’s so funny watching him he has it bad. Guess your first crush is always the worst.