12/11/2021 in Starting over I guess

Revised: 12/16/2021 4:36 a.m.

  • Dec. 11, 2021, 6 a.m.
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Still don’t have a clue how to do this. Do I write like I’m talking to someone or just type what pops into my head, write what was said, talk about my day. Maybe stop making it harder than it is well here we go.

Colton took the tractor to get some field work done this morning while I moved cows. I left the house before he did.

I go to pick up Colton from the field about 1pm to drop him off at his buddies, they wanted to do some team roping practice.

colton standing on the tractor

Me: Colton where is your boot
Colton: lost it
Me: how did you lose one boot
Colton: I don’t know I couldn’t find this morning its not a big deal
Me: kind of is, son I just bought them Yesterday
Colton: (as he gets out of the truck at his friends and walks off) I’m good without it. I wore a extra sock
I’m not sure about that boy I worry he is keeping everything bottled up inside. He is the most responsible kid, I have ever seen 99% of the time, but so shy around people met with his teacher, she said he was doing great one of her best pupils his GPA was 3.95 I had to ask what that was. But she says he is very shy and wouldn’t participate in open dialog during class and never raises his hand to answer questions. I have so much to learn. I have seen Colton totally different, but guess I have seen him around the place with his friends and just assumed he was that way everywhere. I feel so lost and have so much to learn about being a single parent. I feel like such a bad parent the more I do it. Carey should have taken a 2x4 to me.


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