my exams are in 3 days and im doing fine and not so great at the same time.
actually i have set my targets too high from last year and i didnt studied because of some personal issues,still i cant blame others except me so im only at fault, and now that im failing to meet those expectations im having some major stress issues.
i was agood student till 10th grade, i even got 87.4% in my finals but after that and all this lockdown, family problems, mental problems, toxic friends, being alone and losing my idol in lockdown had broken my heart and mind last year. im trying to be better now and i only blame myself in not studying cz those definitely caused these problems but i just accepted it and not done anything to overcome it.
i have to study some of last year’s portion also and i have lost my ability to sit for hours and study, i dont even like 2 of my subjects out of 5 but its the only thing i can do now and that is study hard.
i forgot i even had this, im just so anxious and i was searching to let my thoughts out and i saw this in my browser so yeah idk what to say and im sorry for my typing mitakes,im so anxious and so im writing this all to free and let my thoughts ot cz i dont have someone whom i can tell all this rn,im gonna work hard now and i wont give up but still i wont deny that its hard but nothing great comes in life without hardword
but what im having rn is stress and anxiety and i feel like crying but i dont have the time to cry cz i have to study im a mess but im gonna make something out of this mess.
Loading comments...