23/11/2021 in Somethings are better to leave than hold on

So, my father again got mad at me for reason i sincerely dont know. and u wanna know how i got to know that he is mad at me.??
usually when he comes home he knocks on my door for nothing just a casual nudge and since two days he hasnt been doing that. otherwise we never talk.. literally never.. just when i need money or permission to go out etc. except that he care for nothing. only when i wear something slutty maybe a capri above my calf or a crop top that shows 1/2 an inch of my stomach. i hate my father so much literally want him to die. since ever he has just been a pain for me and my whole family, at this point i do not even consider him as a family. he is a monster to me and my mom and my brother.