What Happened? in My Body, My Temple

Some days I think, what the hell happened to me, to my life? It’s a daily struggle to simply change clothes, the pajamas from yesterday to the pajamas of today. Why bother? That’s the question in my mind, on repeat. I feel like I’m out of time, to be what I wanted to be, and do what I’ve wanted to do. I try to reason with myself, give myself a pep talk. You can turn things around, you can feel better and do better. But really, am I listening?