What am I in As Above, So Below

Sometimes I wonder what I am. I wonder how much is my own psychosis and how much is true spiritual connection and communication. I love connecting to the God within. I feel the love and light and I feel it spread over me. It is as if I see things through ‘God’ eyes. Everything looks beautiful. The energy flows and connects. We are all connected and I feel it deeply. A feeling of gratitude comes over me. And a feeling of intense love to all. I love the sun and I talk to the sun. I love the trees and thank them. I talk to the lizard and dragonfly that seems to communicate back. But I can’t prove anything. My inner world is so rich and if I am to let go of self-doubt and trust my intuition or myself, my inner voice, then this is just who I am. This is who I am. I experience many things I can’t explain and some I can. But I don’t need to explain. I feel and I love to feel. I love to love.and feel the energy that connects us all. I love the prime God of all and all of God’s emenations. When I ask the beings around me how can I honor God, they point to the heart area. I need to honor my being if I am to honor the truth within us all. I wish all could honor their beings, give their hearts a voice. Fall in love with your being. And you will fall in love with the One.