at some point in my relationship with whomever it may be, they see it. they see the crazy they cannot fix, they see im doomed, im stuck. they realize im not worth the time and i cant blame them, im not exactly an easy person to deal with and maybe thats because i KNOW theyll leave so ill just fuck it up anyways because well
well
well my dad basically made me this way lmao
i hurt you know. like my body is mourning. i ache, nothing works the way it should, im tired and my brain hurts. how do i live like this? how HAVE i been living like this? i mean seriously who wants to live a life full of anger and the deepest pit of sadness even the most depressed person couldnt handle I DONT KNOW im out of it, im over it im tired of not being enough of just not loving enough to make people stay
i cant make them stay
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