The pain and sadness I feel right now is karma. Allowing myself to become emotionally attached to a person who is not as invested as I am is my downfall. Filling up every nook and cranny of my soul with the desire to be desired, instead of self love. Tears run down my face for a person I’ve never even seen in the flesh. Feelings of rejection eat at my soul. I’m a piece of shit. A “bad” human… And this is my karma. Sadness, feelings of abandonment, I am my worse enemy. I did this to me. I know my worth but don’t believe it myself. I won’t give it to myself.... My best effort. Content with being discontented. Confused and upset, yet I completely understand. When will I put myself first? What’s next for me? How do I recover? When will accept my flaws and overcome them?
Soon I pray.
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