Things are looking up in Daily life

More showings today, tomorrow and Friday and one is a second showing. Hoping offers come in and that people have their financing in place so offers are valid.

Had to call my friend at the courthouse about something and in the course of the conversation, she asked if the court supervisor ever called me. I said no, she just said that they have been telling her to call me because come August they are really going to be swamped. Of course the court supervisor is on vacation so my friend, who is a supervisor over her, asked my availability, went to the bigger supervisor and texted me that I am to come in the date I gave them in August and will work with me however I want.

I really wanted to go back because I really enjoyed the work and I need to be busier than I am. I had just told my son that if something office wise came up at the assisted living place to keep me in mind because I need more to keep me occupied especially once I am thru chemo. Also office work will not tire me out as much as the kitchen work does altho I plan to keep doing that for now.

I haven’t said much about Jeff but I still struggle mightly. I have been on a very low dose of lexapro but have considered talking to my doctor about increasing it slightly. So far I haven’t. I see the therapist every week and he sees me moving forward but has said the cancer diagnosis pushed me back some. He sees good things for me, I don’t as much.

Well, actually there is one good thing, I still have enough hair that I can wear a baseball cap and the cut out in the back still shows hair and I can push my hair so I have bangs even!