A bit of a plan in An Invisible Battle

I didn’t go in to work today. I felt that I wasn’t capable. The anxiety won again because I don’t have the ammo to fight back.
So I made a plan.
I have an appointment with a therapist this Friday. I will tell them everything, and hope that they can help me find the ammo I need before I face into finding work again. I am assuming the job I’ve started won’t want to hold onto me, given my current inabilities.
It’s rough. Life is hard, I get it…but it feels like I’ve been dealt a few too many rough blows.