The last time I used this website I was in a really tough time in my life. I really didn’t think I’d make it to a year later. I thought I’d be in a hole in the ground. But I did make it. I’m still here. I’m still alive. I’m not gonna pretend that I’m completely better or that my problems are all gone, I still have disparaging thoughts from time to time, but I’m doing better than I was. I’m taking my small victories in stride and making a change in my life.
Being honest I don’t think I’ll ever be completely better from where I was back then, but I’m coming to a point in my life where I can accept that. I don’t need to be perfect, I’ll just settle for okay.
Writing like this, in a semi-public way was my only solace and therapy back then, so I thought it would be a nice touch to come back to that on top of my actual therapy. I don’t expect to update frequently, but maybe I’ll surprise myself.
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