For some reason I was toying with the idea of peek-a-boo highlights while I was in the shower this morning. Some purple and dark reddish purple catches my thoughts. I think it would be fun and cute, and I’m only turning 30 once, right?
Things are pretty good. Today is gorgeous out, I wish I could spend more of it outside (well, at least this morning, its Ohio and that can mean anything from rain to snow today but I really hope we are done with snow already.) I’m trying to get my mom excited about working in the yard this weekend, I’m sick of coming home to a crappy looking house- it doesn’t have to be amazing but some flowering plants when they’re supposed to be flowering would be nice. And to get all the weeds and crap out of the flower beds. That just makes it look shitty.
Since the “discussion” with the boys dad right before Easter, he hasn’t written or called (he called once on Easter but my phone was across the room and I had no idea. I’ve sent him two “emails” with pictures of the boys, one for each of the past weekends. I am frustrated with that, and it makes me worry that he really thinks that we are abandoning him. In a sense, I’m just done with the situation. We can figure out what the hell will happen when he gets back. I can’t take any more of the back and forth and tears and emotions coming out of the seams. It’s stupid and he has another 5 years, 2.5 at the least. I can’t even think about him coming home now, I don’t have the money I would need for our own place. Heck, I don’t even have my own car at the moment. So, I’m not thinking about it really, but I am sad that he hasn’t called or written back yet.
On Wednesdays I have the morning off from teaching classes, so my sister and I usually go shopping or run errands or whatever tickles our fancy. Yesterday we went shopping at the mall at this store called Torrid, I don’t go to the mall often but this store is fantastic! It really might make my mall experiences multiply by at least 10, considering I go to the mall maybe 2 times a year. I got SUCH cute clothes and I am upset that it’s still the weekdays so I am wearing scrubs (I love my scrubs but I really want to wear the cute stuff I just got.) I’m also really excited I got her to finally buy more than one piece of clothing; she needed new clothes so badly but was refusing to really buy anything because of the fact that she has gained a lot of weight and wants to lose the weight before really investing in a wardrobe- but after 3-4 years, PLEASE BUY SOMETHING! So that was another awesome thing. And we had Olive Garden, oh how I love their Chicken Gnocchi soup. I won’t even lie, I don’t really want the meal, I just want soup by the barrels.
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