It was a beautiful day today. The sun was out and there were no clouds in the sky. I couldn't enjoy it though. I have been studying for my final tests before my exams in two weeks. I am just so stressed.
I am really excited to go home soon. I really miss my mother and sisters and my nephew...just everyone back home. Although, I know that two weeks into being home I will miss my friends here. I love Lillie, Karla, and Taylor. They have become my closest friends and it will be hard being away from them for four months. Although, this is the last time that I will see Karla. She is going to be moving to California with her husband and won't be coming back next semester. I love her and I know I am going to cry when she leaves. All of us have already made plans to fly over there and see her during spring break. I can't wait for that.
I am going to try to enjoy my summer even though I will be working two jobs. I plan on tanning and working out in my free time, maybe hang out with friends at the pool. I don't know how that will go though considering that most of my friends have moved to where they attend school. I hope I can see them. I really miss them...Laine especially.
I am hoping for the best when it comes to my mom. The closer that I get to the time for me to move back home the more nervous I get about her disappointing me again. I want my mother to be better. I want her to be the person I know she can be. Like I said...I hope for the best. She is my mother and I love her.
I am also worried about where I will be living next semester. Me and Lillie are going to sign these leases off to these two girls and then we will be done. We still haven't decided on a place...I am just hoping that we can find something that accepts pets. Ugh I really hate the fact that Lillie wants her dog to live with us. I mean I love her dog but she is really limiting our choices, and even the places that do accept pets don't accept a big ass pit bull.
Well I better get back to studying for this shit storm of exams that will be raining down upon me for the next two weeks. Wish me luck!
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