November 30, 2020 in I write

I liked work today. I felt at home during work today, I don’t know how to describe it. The coworkers and boss are helpful and caring to eachother and I loved how they interact with eachother like family. Not like okay everyone do your work like robots. Today for the first time, I felt a “belonging” towards work. The work day is tiring whether busy or not busy but I love the coworkers here. I guess if I think about it, I might have “created” a bright atmosphere for myself and that’s why the day went well? Idk. But I spoke confidently today and wasn’t afraid to present with a confident audible tone to the boss even though I worked under him for the first time. I got a momentary thought “am I being “know-it-all” attitude” but then I thought what’s the worst that can happen. What’s the worst that can happen. Afterwards the boss was totally chill like everything was chill. In fact he joked along with us.

I’m cautiously optimistic.