There is a thin line between happiness and sadness or doubt. We are happy at a certain moment, and all of a sudden, everything changes. We cannot stay happy (unfortunately) or sad (fortunately) for ever. Change is a universal law.
I am writing this entry because I am having doubts about me succeeding further on. I am feeling somehow stuck. I am currently learning or rather “trying to learn” a new skill which will certainly allow me to develop myself financially and have an additional income. I am feeling that it is very difficult to grasp. It needs hours of practice.
I am not saying that I did not succeed at all. To the contrary, I finally have a job and I am living a stable life after suffering from ADHD, depression and binge eating episodes during the lockdown. I am really proud of what I have achieved so far.
I am willing to leave this entry as a reminder for the future to tell myself that what I have achieved was very hard at the beginning and that I learned it finally!!! I will refer back to this entry 1 1/2 years from now after I am a more successful person. And I will thank myself for it.
We may live in doubt sometimes because we are unable to achieve progress in life, but it’s worth the effort sometimes to suffer to enjoy more relief afterwards.
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