my wednesday night class is just frustrating. i just feel stupid in this class. im not a stupid person. im very smart in many areas, but this class just seems to get all of my academic flaws. im not good with numbers, i hate researching things, i dont fully understand critiquing articles since no one has taught me how to do this and its late so im exhausted and sore from being on my feet all day.
the only thing im trying to hang onto today is that all of my classes went smoothly and i accomplished a lot today. my principal also came into the end of my special education class today (which had BOTH classes, not just the younger kiddos) and she was highly impressed. always gotta look for the positive!
its frustrating teaching non-stop outside of your classroom all day. its frustrating not being able to keep up with the math work. its frustrating not being able to fully understand what your professor is saying because he talks too fast (it sounded like he was meshing 2 words together tonight...i was so confused and then he made me look like an idiot...i dont want to get into it). its frustrating to be yelled at over something that was not explained well. im just frustrated. simply frustrated.
it doesnt help that i forgot my medications on monday and now im gonna be paying for it all week either. my back is in knots, my legs and arms ache and i think im getting a sinus infection. also frustrating, someone was parked in front of my driveway tonight when i came home, so i beeped the horn and i get nasty looks from them. ummm...hello! its illegal to park in front of an active driveway AND a fire hydrant (theres a fire hydrant on the corner-we are 1 house from the corner- and they backed their car up in front of it...i should call the cops on them to be a bitch). i just dont get people. you cant park in front of peoples driveways or hydrants and definitely shouldnt give them a dirty look if you need to get into your own house. sigh
alright, rant over. time to get ready for bed and relax. its been a long day!
~mana~
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