06-16-2020 in My struggle with depression, eating disorders, personality weaknesses and bad temper.

I have an Eternal (with a capital E) problem with the WHY questions, in both my daily and academic lives. I guess that’s why I sucked in my science and philosophy classes at school.
I’m not that curious to know or to reveal why I do love blue color, why I do wanna work on a particular novel in my research, why I am smiling, why this, why that … I’m not bothering myself to look for answers.
I do it or love it because I f@*-ing love it or love to do it people, PERIOD ! No justifications, no complications or something like that.