Day 2 : him? in life as kittybobatea

omg, some guys who are repairing the floor almost saw me in my towels!! i didn’t even know they were coming here today. i ran upstairs so fast like for the first time in two years. anyways my birthday is coming soon hehe. i can’t wait! also i hope my ex will wish me a happy birthday- i think i’m still in love with him but i don’t wanna. i keep remembering him ugh so frustrating! lately he left me on read, i am trying to move on but ughhh i just can’t. can someone please tell me how to move on quickly? it’s been around 4 months since we broke up. every song in my spotify keeps reminding me of him AND TIKTOK TOO. all videos in my for you page kept saying “he’s the one. don’t let him go” well i don’t think so hmph. i’m mad at myself for that… welp i guess this is it? nothing special happen today so i guess this is it.