Current mental status: confused :s
Activities during the day: I woke up at 10 o’clock this morning, had my breakfast, did the household chores until 3 pm, and went to my nutritionist for a routine check up.
10 o’clock: It was a beatiful morning to the moment I experienced or I’d rather say I got slapped by the withdrawal symptoms of caffeine. Oh my Lord ! Sh#@ is about to begin, migraines and a bad temper. Since I was busy doing household chores, I did not have the chance to drink a delicious cup of expresso. For me, drinking coffee should have its special rituals. You cannot drink while being busy doing other things. I paid the price eventually: a binge eating attack hit me in the evening. I stuffed my mouth all the edible things that consisted mainly of sweet wafers of vanilla or chocolate, and bread… I was not relieved until experiencing a glucose rush and a having bloated tummy. Depresssion and regrets, Depresssion and regrets, Depresssion and regrets… every time after I get my consciousness back !
Possible causes: Depression (i feel that my life does not belong to me, I feel like a slave to my parents), withdrawal symptoms of caffeine, sugar cravings, joblesness, and ADHD (which may be the main cause: I cannot read something or do an activity for extended periods of time, I always end up surrendering after 3 days of enthusiasm. I wish I could focus and read whatever I want without problems and without taking a fu#@!g stimulant).
Other triggers: I lost my wallet in a robbery one month ago, and now I have to recover every stupid ID card in it. I tried to manifest having it back using the law of attraction. This law seems to fail doing me this ‘one more’ favor while it helped me pass my final exams and in my successful weight loss. But I’ll keep manifesting for at least the rest of the week.
My daily manifestations:
- I’ll get a phone call tomorrow telling me that my cards have been found somewhere. :)
- I really deserve a holiday because I was strong enough this year !
- I’m strong and immune against all odds and challenges.
- I am happy !!!
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