I don't know what's up, first I had to start a new entry because my curser moved to the beginning of the entry and I couldn't move it to the end, and now, I hit backspace to fix a word, and it just deleted my whole entry. I guess I'll try one more time. The shifts are always from 8:30-1, 9-1, 12-5, 1-5, or 1-530. I like the work, and the people, and have no problem going in during the day when they call. I have rarely said no. I can go in and work, and I still have time to go running, run my errands, clean the house etc. I have to do all of that while my husband is at work. If I go running, or even to the grocery store when he's home, he bitches and says it's cutting into his time and I had all day, I should have done it earlier. He works Mon-Friday during the day and sometimes on Saturday. He works, and that's it. I do all the shopping, all the cooking, I wait on him when he's home and take care of the kids. Like if he's sitting there and wants a cup of coffee, I go and get it, I fix him his plate of dinner and bring it to him, etc. Oh, you should also know that my checks are direct deposited into our savings account, so it's not like we are depending on money I make for day to day living.
They called yesterday at 3:15 right as I was getting back from my run. I let it go to voicemail, then listened. They wanted me to work from 5-9 last night. I text my husband telling him and asking if I should take the hours. I was wanting him to say, no, stay home with me. SO he says, well I'm gonna be on the computer so it's up to you. Which I read as I'm gonna be ignoring you all night, so you might as well go to work. So at this point, I was thinking, whatever it's not a big deal, I'll go to work. But this is where I got pissed. I was waiting for my son to get home at 3:40, then we were going to go to the store and get something for dinner. My husband comes up with this idea, well since you're working I'm gonna stop and get KFC. Then it turns into he won't be home in time for me to eat, so I should go get it. He does that shit to me all the time, he will make me make a special trip to the pharmancy that he passes on the way home because he doesn't want to take five extra minutes on his way home to go through the drive through and pick it up. it's not even like he has to go inside. Anyways, I'm getting off topic. So by now it's after 4 because we have been talking about what to do. So I bring up the fact that I should just run up to the store and get some frozen stuff for them to eat, and I'll just have something at home. That it's kinda silly to spend 30 bucks on food because I won't be home to cook dinner when I'm only making 40 bucks. (It turns out to be 32 and some change for 4 hours after taxes). So somehow he turns that into me not wanting to work. (I'm a teacher, taught 8th grade science for 4 years, but now can't find a full time teaching job, and he thinks I don't look, and I am refusing to work).
So, after going back and forth it ended with me going up to KFC and spending 25 something on dinner. Eating real quick, then going to work. So basically, I went to work to make 6 bucks and some change.
Really, I don't even know why I care. I just feel like we don't get much time together, and if I work 5-9 I leave like 20 minutes after he gets home, and then when I get home it's almost bed time. But if he's only gonna bitch at me when he's home, I guess it doesn't really matter. But it just irks me that almost every dollar I made went to dinner when I could have gotten something at the store much cheaper. It makes me feel like he doesn't value my time at all, like yeah, I'd rather you go spend your evening away from me at work, so I can eat KFC than us eating something at home and spending time together. He always twists everything I say to make me seem lazy and selfish, and make it seem like I don't want to work.
Gonna save this before prosebox decides to eat it again. I see a spelling error, but I'm afraid to go back and fix it.
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