I am feeling shit - flu-ey, sore throat, headache you name it - and my plans for the gym and 3 hours of teaching have gone out of the very well-known window.
I am going to Australia and Japan in 3 days and I need to feel better before I go - I must, FFS! Still, that's better feeling like this now than when I am out there. I have the weather app on my phone which tells me the temp in Melbourne, Sydney and Tokyo and well, let's just say it's much warmer there than it is here. Happy days.
Slightly uplifting thought right there. For me anyway.
I still feel like I am floating about - I would kick myself up the ass if only I could. I am feeling so frustrated but I think it truly is time to move on from the stupid situation I find myself in.
It's hard to stand back and watch whilst everything is pointing at you shouting at you to move the fuck on - would you stay fighting a losing battle with someone who doesn't give a shit? I know I wouldn't and yet, here I am. Time to move on - this trip might be exactly what I need.
I guess I should just stick with my original plan and just stop talking to him for a while till I sort my head out. The sad part about it is that I know I will be the only one to give a damn.
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