It's a bit of a blur between Christmas and now - too much has gone on, too much has happened which I needed to jolt down and somehow process but I made it private. It's just for me to deal with and read and try make sense of it, because let's face it, I still haven't. I am trying but it's not getting easier as yet.
Anyway, I am trying to get back to normal - I thought I would get there ages ago and I did, then I didn't. Yesterday for the first time in over a month, I just cried. I let myself go and cried - I needed it, it made me feel better...I think.
I just need to get over this funk I am in but I am going to Australia and Japan in 4 days. It feels slightly weird that I am going, cannot be sure why, but I am looking forward to it too at the same time.
Went out with the girls last night - I needed it so bad. Met a guy that comes to the gym and we both acknowledged we saw one another even if we have never spoken before last night. He started flirting his ass off - he is cute but the last thing I need is more complications right now. I guess I will have someone else to talk to at the gym now LOL - he did seem so sweet though which was nice :)
Today I went into town to get some stuff before Australia and then taught pole 4 till 6pm - oh and I am cycling to the studio and back. My thighs are not happy at all.
More lessons tomorrow, 4 hours in total, gym for 1 hour in between too - WTF, I must be mad.
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