Constantly Tired in •♥• Ｊｏｕｒｎａｌ ２０２０ •♥•

It’s been 2 months and I keep feeling physically drained… and I think mentally as well. Other than it coming from stress at work, I think it’s also because of me, myself. Every now and then I do get depressed and I get very demotivated or even not wanting to do anything afterwards. As much as I want to sleep early, let’s say… 10 pm, I can’t. I always ended up going to bed at 1 almost 2 am.
Waking up early everyday, forcing myself to be productive at work, dealing with temperature changes because my colleague likes to keep it really toasty and then out in cold… it ain’t helping me. I’m also pretty much fighting the cold, I cough sometimes, get headaches and the flu… it’s like I’m about to have a fever but I’m not.
So all of this is pretty much bothering me a lot more than before but I guess it’s because it’s taking a toll on me.
I really hope winter ends soon, it’s a love and hate I got for it. I love the cold but I can’t really deal with it. Probably because I was pretty much living my whole life in the tropical.