I met my future husband at summer camp. We had a torrid sexual relationship since day one and we continued dating after camp was over. He got me pregnant when I was 16. It wasn't an accident. I wanted to have his baby.
We've been engaged now forever and we'll eventually get married. We're expecting our third child in September.
Our relationship has not been perfect and I have cheated on him a lot. I'm not proud to admit this, but it's true. I complained to anyone who would listen for a long time that I didn't want to be monogamous, and I proved it by having a lot of other relationships. Jayson knew about some of them but didn't know about a lot of them.
His threat to leave me if I didn't stop was constantly looming, but I kept it up until I got pregnant with our second daughter. That's when I made the commitment to stop. I went into therapy for sex addiction. I have not cheated on him in more than two years.
I can honestly say I want to be monogamous with him now. I recently asked him if he was ready to set a wedding date and he said we'd do that after the new baby is born. I guess I agree with that.
Right now money is our biggest problem. Jayson works a lot of hours to support our family and I don't know how we'd survive if it wasn't for the fact that we live rent-free in a house my mother owns and we have the support of Rachel and her husband living with us.
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