Bored AF... in 2019: 16

Hi! If your reading this (which I seriously doubt) Thank you! and I’m glad that the idea of me bored out of my fucking mind has intrigued you. First things first, this is my very first entry and the reason of me being here is because my PSM (Pupil Support Manager) at school said that it would help me to write a diary- and Unfortunately, my parents won’t buy me a paper one as I found this website. You’re probably wondering why I have a PSM, That is because of my sister- She has Autism, and about I think 2-3 months ago she ‘ran away from home’ she’s fine… she was found by the police in her pyjama’s with just socks on and since then I’ve blamed myself for it… me and my sister were like chewing gum on a table (weird metaphor i know) In the middle of classes I’d just burst out crying which I find totally embarrassing that once I ran out of classroom during a test… Since then I’d had my PSM, Helen, who I get on with a lot we have similar humour. I have meetings with her every Monday’s and Thursday’s to check on how I am and it’s really really helped. In school I’m not the popular kid- I only have four friends and honestly, one of them is a fake friend and the other is more of an Acquaintance… Their names are Emma, Eleanor, Lucy and Lucianna. Emma Is My Bff, Eleanor is a close friend, Lucy is the ‘fake friend’ who used to be my Best friend until she replaced me with Stupid fucking Danielle and Lucianna idk who she is really she’s just there and exists in my life.
At home my life is pretty simple, I mainly just watch YouTube Video’s of paranormal investigators and stuff like that- I’m a massive believer of the paranormal and I’ve longed to go to all those places in the videos I’ve watched- Personally I want to go the Stanley hotel, which is where Steven King got the idea of the shining after he had a nightmare. Other than that I just listen to music, currently, I’ve been bingeing on old 2000’s rock (Avril Lavinge, Linkin Park, Gorillaz, Sum 41) I’ve been loving it!- speaking of which I’m currently listing to Last Resort by Papa Roach. Comment below if you’ve heard, listened or know any of these. Anyway, I hope you’ve enjoyed… I have a tendency to ramble so I’m going leave it here!