I hate my life in My life

My friends.There supposed to be there for me,right?At least I thought that is what friendship mean’t,but hey,I could be wrong!Apparently,I’m always the one who’s wrong.The one who always has to apologize just for them to say nothing back.Well I’m tired of doing that because I’M NOT WRONG!!I’m done crying tears over people that were never there for me anyways.I’m tired of feeling bad for doing absolutely nothing