But I’ve been really down on myself physically. I really feel like the least attractive person in the world even if it’s not true. Not like, “my mom says I’m handsome so I am” but not a cocky asshole.
Annnnnyway, so I’ve been in a long relationship. A relationship that should be at the point of “why aren’t you engaged”. And my answer? I am not sure if she is even attracted to me.
Now you’d think I’d just get the guts to ask but that’s super hard. A cop out, I know.
It’s put me in a range of emotions. Insecurity, loneliness, and when I make a move at this point it seems pervy when I even try and make a move. She says it’s because she doesn’t know how to be sexually confident and while I realize that’s a thing I’ve seen her grab my dick without warning when we were first dating. But relationships change, right?
And let’s be real, I used to be more sexually confident but it’s not easy being the one that always has to be the one to start sexual activity. I don’t remember the last time I felt wanted.
I’m getting upset and I need to go to bed.
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