Applied to another job, this time at Paper Source, which is apparently at the Mosaic District that I didn't know about. It's near Tysons Corner but actually a bit closer to me and it's a nice little area. I don't think I'd mind working there (and I think their hours are like 10a-7p Monday-Saturday and 11-5 on Sunday--do you know how awesome that would be ? Hell, even if I had to stay and do technical stuff for an hour or two after, that'd still be awesome ! Of course that could also mean part time is like, no hours... but... meh)
Still haven't heard back from Kate Spade. We'll see. I might be more comfortable working at Paper Source. Not sure.
Trying not to think about freaking out about moving... mom keeps telling me she thinks things will be okay, they'll work out, and she knows I love Cori and Cori loves me and there is a definite possibility that we'll end up together...
I mean, we're both responsible adults who have just had bad shit happen to them. It's not our fault. And we're trying to do what we can now, and live life one day at a time...
I miss him a lot. It's been 9 weeks since I've seen him in person, and so far, no plans to see him at the moment. I wish someone would just give me $400 for a plane ticket, but... can't be selfish. I've been given a lot in my life, but also worked for a lot in my life, and life is unfair.
Anyway, I'm looking for jobs where I can. Not looking frantically... after all, I'm already so stressed I feel like puking all the time. I'm worried because I haven't received my CT results and so far Kaiser has been really on top of things, so the delay in these results slightly bothers me. She told me on Wednesday (a week and 2 days ago) that if things are normal, it generally takes about 2 days to get results, longer if a specialist has to see it :-/
So yeah... I'd like to at least have a job in the works by the end of the month, ideally, but I'll still be okay for awhile. I won't need to really start panicking until May or so.
~Rachel

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