The Beginning Again in The Adventures of Sugarbear and Cupcake

Last night I made a schedule for today. I also wrote down the things I want to do and not do to become a better person for the rest of the year. I’ll revise it as I see fit on New Years. Today wasn’t perfect, I mean I didn’t stick exactly to the schedule, but I tried to keep in mind what my priorities for the day were and stick with those. My ankle has been giving me a lot of trouble (it pops when I walk a lot and hurts and I think it’s a bit swollen too). Hopefully that gets better soon, cause I really want to start working out. Maybe I will anyway. Just stop if it causes too much pain. But I did wake up when Randy did this morning, let the dogs out and fed them. I actually did do an arm workout, well tried to. Gosh I’m out of shape. Then I ate a hardboiled egg and a mango for breakfast. I unloaded and reloaded the dishwasher and went upstairs to start putting away laundry. Randy came home and unfortunately that’s where I kinda got derailed. He had bought me a Bojangles combo meal. And I ate it. It’s about 11:30 at this point and I’m about to start making phone calls for work. Randy is complaining that his ass is hurting. Now he’s complained about this before and it’s never been a big deal. Not this time. We were out of ibuprofen and he said he was going to go get some. Ok cool. But then I get fussed out for not offering to get it for him and for being mean and insensitive. Maybe I was, but I didn’t mean to be. This has never been bad before that he’s needed anything, or been in such pain he didn’t want to get the meds himself. So ok, I leave to get him some Advil or something and he calls me saying “where are you? I need the car to get my medicine! Don’t go to walgreens they’re expensive. Just come back and stop being silly” OMG I was royally pissed I’ll admit. And maybe I am too business like and insensitive sometimes. But I was on a mission today I guess. So I go back and pick him up and we stop by the dollar tree on the way to our appointment. Who didn’t show by the way. Sigh. Why can’t people just tell you they are not interested, or just let you know they need to reschedule/cancel? What happened to common courtesy and phone etiquette? Anyway, moving on. The rest of the day went pretty smooth. Randy and I made up pretty quickly. We worked on the bedroom (him vacuuming and me putting clothes away as I made some calls. I ended up making 2 appointments for Wednesday, so that’s good. Hopefully they both show up. Did a little work training the puppies. Cooked a delicious dinner of rice with sausage and bell pepper. Without a recipe I might add and it turned out great! Now I’m upstairs and after I finish writing this I’ll plan out tomorrow. The only things I didn’t get to do today was study for my series 6 and start reading with Randy. Oh and I weighed myself just now. I meant to do it this morning before I ate anything, but ended up doing it last thing of the day after I ate everything. Oh well It said I was at 250.4 My heaviest yet. Let’s fix this weight problem. I want to feel healthy again.